Saturday, December 25, 2010
I'm now at my uncle's house, celebrating Christmas yesterday. Now I have more pimples popping out on my face, since I exposed my face with smoke and oily stuffs. I’m helping to barbecue the chicken wings, satay and other food.
I spent more then half of my Wednesday last week with my friends in Amk Hub and Nex. Taking ghostly pictures in the cinema, before the movie starts and theater was filling with people. The sound was so loud and seem to be blasting at me, so I had to use an ear-piece to block out some of the "music". Tron the movie is now added to my favorite movie list
, shouldn't it? ^^But it would be better if we watch it in 3D.
By the way, have any of you brought the presents? I still can't make up my mind on what to buy. (Especially when I don't really go out recently) Sobs. I haven’t had any time to do my Geography homework yet and now I'm typing this to post it online. Left 5 more days before December ends (to do my geography worksheet) and Sungmin's birthday is in 5days time!! Any help on what to buy for the presents? Neomu kamsa^°^
I have to go, see you guys in school next week! *running off to help babysit my cousin Grace(Yong Xin) and Yong En*
-blurcandysquirrel.
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♫♫♫ Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2011 ♫♫♫
p.s. forgotten to post this yesterday =D
♥For me, it’s only you♥[]*G◕‿◕D PeяsoN*[] , 9:11 PM.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
So busying now..
Hi. I'm back from my past few slaking week. My mind is now blank, even though I have studied some geography at Sarah's house, yesterday. I kept losing focus and spent about 1hour or more on 1 easy question (Well, that's what Sarah think but for me that question was quite hard, since I had already forgotten my last month's work T.T)
I'm so dead!! I just found my geography homework in my drawer and it is when I realize that I have not even complete a single question!!
Poor me, I have to spend my Christmas completing this stupid assessment. Oh, before I forgot again, wishing you all a advance Merry Christmas ^-^V
Kkyaaa, Sungmin and my cousin, YongLiang's birthday on 1st Jan!! I'm so Excited~(for nothing?)
Heh, since Christmas is coming, what are your wishes for this year? I'm writing mine here^-^
Dear Santa,
I know that I'm quite greedy to request for 3 more wishes, but forgive me.. hahas
So here are my wishes..
1. Getting a SuperShow3 concert ticket(greedy~ XD)
2. Getting a SuperShow1 and 2 DVD by next year( must start saving again now.. All my saved money are now in the bank again!My mum saved my money without telling me)
3. Staying as Best Friends Forever with koala,panda and kanga^-^
4.Super Junior to perform as one again on stage (with full 13 members) and would not disband, staying for all ELFs~
-yiteng,candysquirrel,elf forever!
That's all for now.So see you guys later~bye..
♥For me, it’s only you♥[]*G◕‿◕D PeяsoN*[] , 7:37 PM.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
The day after the Golden Disc Award, I saw a link that said that the SJ members cried and Donghae got really furious and upset. There is a rumor about an ELF who was angry with a staff and the staff was being harsh to the ELF thus Donghae tried to protect them but get scolded by the staff and manager after he went back.
The manager is unreasonable, what things did Donghae oppa done wrong? Other members like Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, Donghae and Kyuhyun got scolded too. T.T (because of the ELFs’ big reaction towards the sudden change in the award presentation recipient.) and regarding Yesung, he was running a fever on the day of the GD award, thus, he was replaced at the last minute. (His digital daesang award was also changed at the last minute), I felt very angry for him even if I wasn’t his fan. Plus, SJ shouldn’t get scolding just because the E.L.F. around the world gave bad feedbacks about GDA in twitter, facebook, blogger and other websites!
From what I read, he was put on a drip at the hospital. Because of his physical condition, he almost fainted and had difficulty getting on the car. From the video you can see that Yesung suddenly felt dizzy or something and Leeteuk came up to help him.
In addition, Brenda also told me that SM is trying to make SHINee disband. Just because SHINee is less popular in Korea but more popular world-wide! From what I heard about them, SM seem to be very horrible,. YG and JYP are nicer to their singers; I hope that Super Junior can leave SM together. (With 13 members together as one)
And regarding the daesang awards..
At first, the lights were shone on SJ, and Leeteuk even prepared himself. But when the daesang was announced, everyone was shocked. The immediate switch of focus over to SNSD, was all a last minute change. I can’t accept this!>.<
Obviously everyone expected them to win that’s why when their name wasn’t called, many other artists were also taken aback and went over to comfort them, something fishy must have happened as to why they didn’t bagged the award.
It’s really too much that despite the patience and hard work they’ve given, they’re still so called mistreated by SM, But what was most unexpected was that other artists still support SJ, including f(x) and SHINee. (I love SHINee so much, glad that they are there to comfort the SJ members^.^ ) Gomawo~
There is this guy named Kim Young Min, he had done nothing but to ‘torture’ SJ, he cut off their budgets for MV, since he like snsd, he sent snsd to japan, he gave them 3 comebacks in a year, and brought the girls to the press conference for slavery contract instead of SJ, Yunho or Changmin.>.< I really hope that those are rumors and not the truth.
"We have PROM15E to 13LIEVE, PROM15e to 10VE them, 13LIEVE in them. 10VE the remaining 10, PROTECT the missing 3."
For what happened for 2010 GDA, although it might have probably been the worst nightmare for all E.L.F.s, because we know had what happened and who deserved it more. However, we can't change anything right? (Cooling Down) In fact, this made us love Super Junior more deeply, right?
In all E.L.F's hearts, we all know who the real winner is, and will always be. Congrats~ SJ! SUPER JUNIOR,
SUPER JUNIOR, SARANGHAE♥ HWAITING & DAEBAK! ♥
**I can't believe i'm writing all this..anyway Suju Hwaiting^^
♥For me, it’s only you♥[]*G◕‿◕D PeяsoN*[] , 11:29 PM.
Friday, December 3, 2010
This is my fifth blog post today. I am reading a book just now and I suddenly wanted to write about my dream. Since, I have nothing to write about.
-Losing Hope-
Again and again
Walking in the dark, with the cold surrounding me and not because I wanted to.
Walking on an old shaky wooden bridge appearing out of nowhere, leading me to someone beside an old tree holding something, shivering because of the cold, could it be a puppy?
I never had a chance to see it.
Alone.
Hesitating pushing every part of myself forward, each step..is like a part of me is being freed..but another being held more tightly by an invincible hand..
Freedom is..within an arm's length.
Yet..separated by a unbreakable thin piece of glass and a dream.
Broken..Cold.
He started moving away, disappearing before my sight.
I felt lost..dropping down into a crouch.
Despair..crying bitterly, trying to call him back.
However, as if thrown into another world, I could not see, hear nor scream.
No matter how hard I tried to call him back.
He left, now again alone in the Dark, eyes finding..searching for light.
The bridge I am walking..suddenly broke.
Dropping and falling down into a burning hell..from an imaginary heaven.
Knowing the truth, but afraid to face them.
An End today..broke out with sweat, back on my bed.
Alone again..but only today, because the unknown guy and bridge will be back again..
-Paranoia-
Paranoia is...
Invasive..
Consuming..
Overwhelming..
Being controlled like- A skeleton. A puppet.
A Question? A Doubt?
Rejection
A Heavy Heart
Abnegation
An End.
My heart beats faster.
Harder.
My lungs breathe deeper.
Not enough air.
The pupils dilate but still there is not enough light. Only darkness surrounds me. Walking though a cursed maze
Searching..
Groping..
Searching.. Forever..
Searching for an escape from the cursed maze
My Paranoia...
Will time solve everything? The sad memories will always be trap with you forever, even if you tried to hide and forget them.
Unless you dare to face them.
琴声是他的哭声，但他在哭时别人都在笑。
时间里有个浅浅的沟，轻的回忆溜走了，而重的回忆停下来。那一秒钟他的样子我再也不会忘记，因为那时的事改变了他，也改变了我。
I don't know why I wrote this, especially when nobody will understand. Trap in my dream.
I can't express myself better.
Below is a joke that my sister want me to put it in my blog post.
Q:What would a squirrel say after seeing what he is having for lunch again..?
A:Arh nuts..
Ha..I read this from a joke book about 2 weeks ago. It’s quite weird to put this joke after what I wrote above.
I'm going to continue my book now. Bye~
♥For me, it’s only you♥[]*G◕‿◕D PeяsoN*[] , 11:54 PM.
Woof!, I'm finally back after one week since my modem spoil last week just after my dad went to Vietnam. I have spend my time mostly in the library and re-watching dramas, how pathetic T.T
Last week is the craziest week for me, spending 4 out of 7 days in a week in the library. I have borrowed 6 Chinese romance books and 4 English comics. But there is one thing that I promised Sarah and have not done yet, gomenasai...mianhae Sarah I will read it right away after I get my connection back.
I went out almost every day and on Tuesday, we went to the Toa Payoh library there is an aunt who is very irresponsible, unhygienic and disgusting. I was reading Suju fanfic from livejournal net when these 50+ aunt walks pass me, I look up when I smell something funny. She then stares at me for a few seconds like I'm a freak or something, I’m having horns growing on my head?!
Her stare scares and creeps me out and I really wanted to move away. Jinja! But luck was not on my side, before that aunt came, I tried moving away from that range but then my connection would be lost. Nega jinja michyeo. (I'm really crazy). She sat about 40+cm away from me on the black sofa and put her legs on the sofa after removing her old slippers. Trying to ignore her, I open another fan fiction post link but then my sister poke me and told me that she started to munch on a packet of food boldly and openly. Another thing that I cannot believe is that she started blowing her nose@@, although she is using a piece of tissue it's kind of disgusting, blowing so loudly>< eww..After stuffing the tissue into the plastic bag, she moves into a comfortable position and fall asleep (taking a nap i guess, while my sister and I move further away from her)
After her nap she left the plastic bag on the sofa and went to the restroom and she left without throwing away the plastic bag. She is so IRRESPONSIBLE!!
I will end this here, have to keep up with the news that I had missed out the past 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 days!!! Especially the news about the new group that SJ's Kyuhyun and SHINee's Jonghyun (although I don't really like him, did I spell his name correctly?) is in. Is Kyuhyun having a solo in the new group? I have really missed out alot of SJ's maknae kyuhyun's news and twitter, videos and blog updates. How can I cope all of those with such a small limited amount of time given? Hahas. Kay, I'm really stopping here.
Bye~ 열공해
---@candysquirrel@---
♥For me, it’s only you♥[]*G◕‿◕D PeяsoN*[] , 11:45 PM.
Annyeong=D.I was listening to Angel for a Korean drama named Haru (meaning->Day)by Super Junior and 2AM and SHINee while trying to write this. And not missing out a series of ballads from SuJu's 3jib. ^^v
The lyrics that I don't really take notice of before have finally stuck in my head! My mum is now scolding me for using my electronic device to 'play'@@, she only knows that I am using my handphone to 'play' when I’m not and nothing else. Sigh, especially when I'm trying to finish writing this post for this week so that I can post it on my blog, since I'm very late in posting.
So here it goes, I'm spending 3-4days in my mother's friend's house,(which is at Admiralty)wasting my time watching dramas and reading xiao shuos that me and xinyi had borrowed 2 days ago.
Yesterday, my mum wanted to go to IKEA to buy something but in the end we went to Orchard road. v(^-^)v
I took some pictures of the Christmas decorations there and visited many of the shopping centers there. And I brought a blue watch for myself after having lunch. We also saw a ex-mediacorp actress (not sure if she is still acting or not) outside Takashimaya but she was walking too fast for my mum to take her picture.
Hahas.But I don't really care since I'm not in to Singapore dramas and actors or actress nowadays. Lols I would go crazy if I meet, SJ members while shopping, especially Kyuhyun! ^^ (fangirling~*snap, snap, snap*taking pictures of them, at 1000 pictures per minute intervals) =D. Don't mind her, she is crazy (another side of me) I can't log in to livejournal, facebook, youtube and blogger websites since my home connection was spoilt. I miss my videos and sj shinee fanfiction T.T
Sarah, I don't think I will be able to post this week, my dad went overseas and no one to fix it, till next Saturday or Sunday T.T jakiya.otteokkae??
finally posted^^mabe adding in pictures after I edit.
♥For me, it’s only you♥[]*G◕‿◕D PeяsoN*[] , 11:41 PM.
